I wish....

Woah, its been almost 6 months since my last post, wonder if i was ever missed....

in the 6months i seen the following:

how the psychos remain psychotic
how the young behave so wrong
how evil i truly am....

i know a bloke from work, from another department, younger and much inexperience in comparison. It all seemed pretty harmless in the beginning. We were assigned a case together which eventually didnt worked out as much as we expected! He then wrote an email to cover his arse to all his superiors, pointing his filthy fingers at me. I had to go through weeks of torture explaining to my superior in MANY one-to=one tea drinking sessions to justify my case. Its like an interviewee who had just lost his task in the apprentice and seeing Donald Trump in the board room, yes i was practically fighting for my life I didnt care if i will loose my job, my position, i just want to prove that i still have my integrity at work.

believe me, my superior has not seen this side of me, i had intense fire in my eyes, persistently arguing my point. i was driving MAD. Although the case was close eventually, i know that this will always be at the back of the bosses' mind. nothing can be done to make amendments.

I learnt a lesson from all of this: to equally cover my arse! i am still unhappy with this incident, it has caused me great hurt, anger and tarnish to my innocent reputation in my career and as a person. I do know him as a 'friend' through a network of ex-colleagues and i am not impressed with his personality and the things he did. (for the sake of karma, i will not mention) I forgive him for his stupidity, low EQ and ignorance, but i will NEVER forget. i still have to work with him for other projects and it seemed that my superior had even arranged for us to work together more often to amend the broken working relationship. some things will never change....

BCCS the young prick who thinks you are so mature and cool headed! i will remember you for as long as i live.