BACK TO A SERIES OF DRAMA...

I came back from Japan, was there for 2 weeks to understudy our client. interesting, yes it was expense paid, lodging, food and air tics all paid by my client and yes, i had great fun, shopping and meeting people.

I came back and once again went through the 'everlasting' IT project, together with my superior and my colleague, we had many unaccounted sleepless nights. The project seems to meet the mark and all we got from the management was 'good' and the unaccounted sleepless nights remained unaccounted.

Since i came back, i had a few informal briefings with people. Finally i questioned myself, my ability. How long am i going to stay in this environment... with all the buzz and happenings which i did not witness made me uncomfortable. I felt betrayed. you might think, you didnt see them happening how can you be so sure? It did made me look and feel idiotic... cos anyone who cant feel it would be emotionally paralyzed.

Worse...

After the promotions, department morale went all time low. It opened everybody's eyes to how disgusting things become. People who literally sleeps in front of everyone got promoted, one who became the pet was promoted (cant help that) and haha i was promoted. Not happy though. It was at that same time that i decided that i had enough...

It sounds old BUT...

I embrace change
I believe that change must always be for the better
I have my aspirations

I found a somewhat better place, and i foresee longer hours at work, hard work...but i care less, my heart is made up and i am ready to take a gamble. I yearn to live, to learn, earn a decent living. I can no longer tolerate my unprofessional career flight, I can no longer tolerate bullshit. As usual someone wil be the downer...

I object to people who persistently disapproves change
I dont understand what he has in his mind to forbid the metamorphosis that i am going thru.
it seemed that that the line of who am i working for had gradually thinned and now erased

He agreed that he mistreat me in the line of work....he promised the rainbows, the gold...
sorry, no longer interested.
right hand handicap? Yes, you should have seen it coming
thats how the sic sad world is.

I thank the new company for buying me over. i am thy slave now. ;)