Wednesday, August 31, 2005








*Whats ringing: Love like a Bomb by Oasis*
Lazing Sunday- Asymptotic Freedom
watching clouds, wasting time

For the first time i had a work free weekend (actually i couldnt return to office as the doors were locked and only the CEO's around so wouldnt be too nice to barge in like a mad woman searching for work to bring home) ..... feels kinda weird having no work to do actually...feel of personal freedom kicked in only a few hours after my daily welcome to the world. Did the usuals: acknowledgment from my sis of my existence, healthy exchanges of disagreements with ma, bonded with the iron and ironing board for the next hour....

Watched mindless japanese Animation for the next hour, mind you, its very addictive! and ended up responding to the alluring comfort of the bed, faded into oblivion.....subsequently into the world of arts, visuals and readings.

THERE ARE NO STUPID QUESTIONS, ONLY STUPID PEOPLE

Saw a publication online that is highly disturbing at least to me, all the more disturbing as its done by someone whom i have known for probably sometime...gosh! simple people with simplistic metality simply have no idea of reality- come on..just let the mind and thoughts be as how and where they are for now and forever. Its no good being different and no use trying, being yourself is good enough. fuck it, the world dont need any more losers.

Friday, August 12, 2005

*Whats ringing: Destiny by Zero7*

Today was the first time i was treated equally and with respect in my professional life ever since i came back. The intellectually stimulated conversation and teachings did wonders to my internal soul. Thank you Mr J for making me feel me again.

I see Red Dust. The day ended with a smile on my face

Friday, August 05, 2005

Nonchalant in 'E'

i lost my ability to scream;
i lost my ability to cry;
.....just whack the wastes, the big, fat waste that is, ADRIE!
Dont let life be a wasting line in queue.

Thursday, August 04, 2005















Daily Fete
*inspired by "My little Flower" by Yokko Kanno from Wolf's Rain soundtrack*

Serenity now: Things that i love (unpriortised of cos):
  1. Alcohol intoxication;
  2. Second hand smoke intoxication;
  3. Fingers sinking into grains, beans;
  4. Drinking from bowls;
  5. Talking for wee hours at wee times;
  6. Reading serious and not so serious writings;
  7. Writing serious and not so serious materials;
  8. Watching endless marathonic movies, series, flims;
  9. Taking pics with my cheap digicamera which never fails to deliver fantabulous pics of nature, life, lamentations; last but not least and with the recent new arrival no. 10;
  10. Spending wacky, menacing,quiet, heated moments with my baby ;)